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22 September 2013 @ 01:39 pm
i only post in here when i am sad, but i have a lot of happy feelings about:

cute things
the next 3 months
10 February 2013 @ 08:11 pm
i'm overwhelmed with how much life hurts sometimes
08 February 2013 @ 11:29 pm
blog ideas:
-women in business/leadership positions
-role of women in local politics
-'urban' issues / neighborhood involvement / investment in Local
08 February 2013 @ 10:25 pm
i feel like i'm returning. i'm in such a new place in my life, yet my soul is back/here.
16 January 2013 @ 09:56 pm
sometimes it just feels weird being by myself all the time, but other times i feel like i was wrong for thinking i would have anything else.
01 November 2012 @ 09:08 pm
so excited about 2013. the holidays will be here before i know it and then my contract will be up. i've made a lot of decisions in the past month in order to simplify my life. i don't have to make my life harder or more complicated, i can enjoy it, so i'm very happy about moving forward. i always embrace change and will continue to do so.

i'm really hurting in one area of my life/heart. i'm at the point where i don't know if i need to move towards moving on, bring it up with the individuals, or just take it as a lesson and keep it in.
01 October 2012 @ 09:05 pm
cancer is so ugly. i don't know why something picks at bits and pieces of someone and push out all the good.
01 October 2012 @ 12:18 am
grandpa died today. we were all sitting around making jokes as he passed. seeing my dad feel the relief of this and knowing my grandpa wasn't in anymore pain was calming. i don't like that everyone will be talking about god or a god or praying a lot the next few days.

i'm really thankful for my friends that are there for me. knowing how much one person in my life that meant the world to me has changed so much this year and knowing i can't depend on someone else in my life is like....really lonely. i'm just thankful that i had at least one friend today that was so kind to me.
05 September 2012 @ 10:48 pm
can't post in staysassy and other than that what is lj for :(
30 August 2012 @ 10:19 pm
so sick of your criticism.